
It feels a little "small" at our house tonight. At dinner we were down to 5 with Carly singing with her high school choir at Temple Square and Mark still at work.
Eating our Top Ramen stir fry was an adventure. The kids alternated between arguing and being silly. I had to get after Mason several times for not staying in his seat. He was jumping around, crawling under the table. I finally posed the question: Do you want to sit at the table and stay here until you're finished or go up to bed right now. He responded with a little smirk and a "hmmm..... I'm thinking" I proceeded to let him know I was counting to 3 and then I would make his decision for him if he hadn't made it yet. He quickly decided to stay in his seat and finish eating.
Because of this silliness I was surprised at what came later.
I sent Jacob to put away the dishes on the towel by the sink. Lo & behold it was already done.
Mason said "I did it for you Jacob!" I was happily surprised at this since I had already asked Jacob and Mason to set the table while I ran dinner to Mark even though it was Carly's job. Then Samantha started washing dishes and I instructed Jacob to put away the dishes that were in the dishwasher. He grumbled that he needed to do his homework and Mason who is clearing the table which is his job says "I will do it for you Jacob so you can do your homework"
Next Samantha and I got into an argument because she thinks I am picking on her and NOBODY ELSE!!!! because I got after her for getting offended YET AGAIN this evening by something somebody said that was not a very big deal she stormed at
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I was looking at my "edit posts" option and found this post written to this point on December 9th.
I don't know what's wrong with me lately but I can't seem to get a thought or a post finished. I have many posts that I have begun but never finished. It is indicative of how I feel lately. Starts and stops and not a lot of finishes. I am hopeful that the New year will bring some momentum of change for me, some consistency. There's been some upheaval with Mark's new job and some distrust on my part of how things will go there. I feel like I've been holding my breath and I need to let it out and make plans with life as it is not as it was or because of worry of what might be.
It is what it is.
Ahhh...
I remember how this night ended up. I originally entitled the post "Mason's christmas Soliloquy" as he launched into a speech about how
"Christmas is not about getting things but about being kind and giving gifts and doing nice things for other people and how he didn't care if he got any presents at all he was just going to do nice things for other people all the time"
That philosophy came and went during the season but I'm grateful it made an appearance at all.
My Goal is to get all my Christmas happenings posted this weekend before it really gets ridiculous to be posting about Christmas so stay tuned... if you have the slightest interest in our Christmas that is.....
If not, then wait til next week when I'm on to bigger and better topics like Mason getting busted in the school bathroom by a 4th grade teacher. That's a good one!